some of you may or may-not know, but ive been having a tough time with life lately... and by lately i mean for a number of years... and by that i mean a long time. i wont/cant say what ive been dealing with, but bec has been by my side through everything. even though she has gone through some things herself that would have been too much for me, she has always been there for whatever i needed. i know this is vague, and to protect both bec and myself it has to be, but i love my wife more than my pathetic life would ever allow me to prove to her, and to everyone else.