now that its getting cold again, its hard not to think of warm days spent in warm places. to be honest, my winter started the day we got home.

i love my wife because she doesnt even have to take the guitar out of the case for me to hear music.

90 days later....

today is my "90 days" for those who know what im talking about.

i need to thank bec, andy, chris, and steve for the help and support. much love.

we had the chance to meet one of our idols, and of all the places to run into him, chevron in st. george. for those of you who dont know, his name is master toddy. he is the most famous muay thai trainer and coach in the world. we had just finished golfing coral canyon and needed gas to drive home. truly an honor.

there. i updated the blog. now everybody leave me the hell alone!

when i comes time to count the ways bec has saved my life, i will run out of fingers and toes before i even get past year one.

06/15/2009

Happy Birthday Bec!

please believe me when i say that i am in no way saying other marriages (or relationships) are inferior to ours. however, i feel we are one of the rarest of the rare types of couples in that we are truly best friends, apart from being married. there is literally not anything i would want to do with anyone before bec. she is my life, my love, my purpose for being. she is why my heart beats and why i continue to exist. she is why my sun rises and sets. why "i sleep to dream her", my eyes see only her, everything else is just blocking my view until i get to see her again. everything is made sweeter by her. movies are funnier, food tastes better, redbull is more delicious, air is cleaner, fairways are wider, and the stars align to remind the gods of her very existence. and through all my hardships, i know she will forever be my eternal reward. i love my wife.

she IS love.......

i love my wife. she loves my brother. and, its a good thing because he is now my resident P.I.C.

i love my wife.....why, you ask?..... are we looking at the same picture?!

some of you may or may-not know, but ive been having a tough time with life lately... and by lately i mean for a number of years... and by that i mean a long time. i wont/cant say what ive been dealing with, but bec has been by my side through everything. even though she has gone through some things herself that would have been too much for me, she has always been there for whatever i needed. i know this is vague, and to protect both bec and myself it has to be, but i love my wife more than my pathetic life would ever allow me to prove to her, and to everyone else.

i love my wife for many reasons. for one, she's tough. and i mean she will go toes. so basically im sayin together we could really BLEEP some BLEEP up!

(kids, that means to make new friends and always share our toys)

legends say that helen of troy had a face that launched a thousand ships. now im not saying my wife's beauty would do any less, but the sailboat in the background is sinking.....

i love my wife. 6 years ago we walked onto the nissan lot in sandy and i said she could pick any car she wanted. she wouldnt even look at the cars. it took some convincing to even get her into a pathfinder. she didnt want a truck, and the murano was too much like a car. she wanted an xterra. it had to be black on black. had to be supercharged. and she even had nissan put a pushbar and brushguard on. it had the rochford fosgate sound system with 8 speakers and a subwoofer. tow package. sport package with bigger wheels and lifted suspension. basicaly it had every option nissan had to offer. it fit bec perfectly. and i was happy knowing she would be safe, and protected on the road. and thursday january 15th 2009, it did its job and sacrificed itself to save becky. we will miss our beloved xterra.

for those of you who know us well enough to know who bud is, know just how much he meant to us and our families. he changed our lives, and will be forever missed. he shared his love for life, his love for travel, and his love for cars, with everyone who was lucky enough to know him. one of his favorite places on this earth was my favorite place-hawaii. everything is amazing in hawaii anyway, but when you were there with bud, every single thing was the best it could be. with bud, the sun shone brighter, the water looked blue'er, and even the food tasted better. you could see his love for life in his eyes, and feel it in the touch of his hand. this world has felt a great loss since his passing. he will always be in our thoughts and prayers. -we miss you budsky!

bec and i get to re-new our memories of bud, and of hawaii in a few weeks. we will be spending a week on our favorite island-maui. if i still love bec when we get back, i will post some pics and regail you with tales of our adventures.

oh, and i love my wife.....

i love my wife....i think thats bec....but im not really sure.....whoever that is, you can tell she plays "turning japanese" on expert...

i love my wife. i don't deserve her. but, until she figures that out, i will cherish every second of our marriage.

there is nothing i love more in this world than in-n-out burger. other than my wife..... and i really love my wife. this blog was started so i could "attempt" to explain to others, and even help myself, understand just how much i love her.

with uncertainty we draw closer to our departure date of may...something... its been far, far too long since we have been off the mainland. i can hardly wait to be in the land breathtaking sunsets and mi-ties. i love my wife because she loves hawaii almost as much as me...maybe more...no... no one loves hawaii as much as me.

i love my wife because she supports most everything i want to do. as race season approaches in the scca, i will soon start to prep my next track car. its been many years since ive been able to race, and i am very excited. bec has been getting tips from one of my competitors, as seen in this picture. bring it on bec!